I finished my tapas.... I prepared my morning meal... While I was looking at it I made the slingshot and consecration.... On the radio sings.... Into the rising sun-part 1 Gandalf..... I closed my eyes... I plunged into the heart,..... And... suddenly, .... I felt the state of presence and present.... here and now... and that's it...... I felt nothing... thoughtless,... without emotion,... without a body,... without time and space,... breathless,...... I savored the vacuum .. without cold, without heat, without good without evil, without ugly, without beauty, without darkness, without light,,,but even without all this, this vacuum was actually ALL ... and that's what I was in. The sun was watching me excitedly...... I would have stayed like this for an eternity,..... I would have stayed.....!
I'll continue tonight at meditation....
I hug you with much love!