I finished my tapas…. I prepared my morning meal… While I was looking at it I made the slingshot and consecration…. On the radio sings…. Into the rising sun-part 1 Gandalf….. I closed my eyes… I plunged into the heart,….. And… suddenly, …. I felt the state of presence and present…. here and now… and that’s it…… I felt nothing… thoughtless,… without emotion,… without a body,… without time and space,… breathless,…… I savored the vacuum .. without cold, without heat, without good without evil, without ugly, without beauty, without darkness, without light,,,but even without all this, this vacuum was actually ALL … and that’s what I was in. The sun was watching me excitedly…… I would have stayed like this for an eternity,….. I would have stayed…..!
I’ll continue tonight at meditation….
I hug you with much love!